Monday, April 9, 2012

I had too much chicken lately

Recently, a lot of things seemed contrived to me.

I wonder if I have turned into a possessive bitch as of late. Symptoms include kuat merajuk as pointed out by my bf, referring to the times I get moody (although only slightly) when we cannot see each other. It bothers me in a way, because I am not used to being like this.

I never tell him, but it really ticks me when he doesn't pick up my call after a whole day of not communicating. Sure, we talked till 3am last night, and when I called it's already almost 2am but still...

Maybe I am that insecure? I dunno. I don't care if he's got other chicks. That's for him to fess up, I'll think of what I'm going to do about that later (omg, Harakiri kot?). It's just. I don't know any of his friends or family members personally, so what if something were to happen to him? What if I don't get to know?

I guess it's difficult now when I finally felt like I have found someone worth fighting for. It's that feeling that swells up your chest and make you feel butterflies, sadness and vulnerability all at the same time.

A friend posted this as a note on Facebook. And I almost cried, boleh tak? :( He does 99% of these things... sigh.

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend.

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

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